3.41am. still bright awake. well, not exactly bright, but awake. watching new york i love you online, but thinking only about you at the back of my head. how did it end up like this. how. why. right now, all i want is to pick up the phone and scream my fucking head off at you. you're so fucking rude sometimes. and i'm so fucking stupid sometimes. but i miss you. i miss you very much. and i dont care, how it wrong it sounds. i'm being fucking honest. i miss you. i miss the crap out of you.
i like the sound of water against water. it makes me calm.
♥ 3:41 AM