this is gonna be a very honest post. i hope that you people will be respectful of my feelings and not be so kehpo nak mampus. actually, even if you wanna be kehpo and tell the whole wide world what you 'think' is happening to me, then fine. i dont give two hoots either ways.
basically, from the bottom my heart, ive finally decided to put my foot down and put this to an end. i know its going nowhere. youve said it so many times, and so have i. i keep forgetting why i put on so much hope on it, when all i should be doing is, focus on letting go.
i'm glad that im not alone. im glad that im not the only person in this world, who has a very different perspective of things. i feel like a wierdo sometimes, well, at least a large number of people i know call me weird. they think its funny, that its a joke. guess they'll never know how sometimes, it actually hurts. oh wells. i dont care. i'd like to believe that im immune to pain.
kay dah ah, i think i'll end here for now. wanna watch discovery channel.
♥ 10:35 PM