this is gonna be a very honest post. i hope that you people will be respectful of my feelings and not be so kehpo nak mampus. actually, even if you wanna be kehpo and tell the whole wide world what you 'think' is happening to me, then fine. i dont give two hoots either ways.
basically, from the bottom my heart, ive finally decided to put my foot down and put this to an end. i know its going nowhere. youve said it so many times, and so have i. i keep forgetting why i put on so much hope on it, when all i should be doing is, focus on letting go.
i'm glad that im not alone. im glad that im not the only person in this world, who has a very different perspective of things. i feel like a wierdo sometimes, well, at least a large number of people i know call me weird. they think its funny, that its a joke. guess they'll never know how sometimes, it actually hurts. oh wells. i dont care. i'd like to believe that im immune to pain.
kay dah ah, i think i'll end here for now. wanna watch discovery channel.
♥ 10:35 PM

first of all, let me begin with a huge apology for not updating this space. i have been truly busy with school, and well, honestly, there really isnt anything to update on. unless of course you want me to blog about my daily ramblings about how school went, how Yakult screams my name everytime she sees me around campus, or how many times, i would run into Elfa at the printing shop and get fucking excited, or how many times Ahn would nag at me for almost every single thing i do. or how many times we fight about the which line to take home, "green line ah, nooooo green line crowded lah, red line so long, nooo, red line got seat". fuck. hahahahahaha. loser sia poot.
happy valentines day all you crazy in love people. valentines day is crap, in my perspective. honest to god, like why the fuck would you need one fucking day to 'express' your love?. why do you need one day to celebrate?. its just complete bull if you ask me. love should be expressed all year round. oh wells.
gonna watch 'my name is khan' later tonight, cant wait cant wait cant wait.
♥ 8:45 PM