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Thursday, December 31, 2009

screw zouk. screw kan-chiong people, who start entering at eight fucking pm. we wasted so much time just travelling. ugh.

post christmas sales, year end sales, every fucking where. feels like massive blows in my head, every single time i pass by town. i want everything. everrrryyyyyything. booooo. ):

finally caught sherlock holmes. robert downing jr is shit ass sexy!.

school's reopening in ten days. not really looking forward to it. i could get used to this lifestyle you know. at least for a while more. oh wells.

i have a tangs voucher, a metro voucher, a body shop voucher, and an isetan voucher. allll credits to christmas. now, would be the best time to use it i guess.

damn i badly wanna go shopping. think im gonna drag whoever, and just gooooooo.

im gonna look at it optimistically.

i'm embracing the new year by contributing to the economy. its my way of saying thankyou to the country. (:

tc to all.

♥ 6:46 AM

Sunday, December 27, 2009

ive been having a terrible terrible headache since, five/six hours ago. its not going away, neitheir is it showing any signs of soothing.

my head's been pounding and pounding and it feels like im riding a perpetual rollercoaster.

arghh.

ive already swallowed three panadols, and even tried to fall asleep. somehow, nothing seems to be working.

i cant even read without feeling dizzy.

love the rain today, looking at all my presents, thinking, im too old for them. thinking about turning twenty. thinking how, i think its time i start looking for a job, and behave more twenty-ish. how do people in their twenties behave anyways?. ive had so much fun this holidays. waking up at 4 in the afternoon, staying up till 6 in the morning playing xbox, and watching old hindi movies. basically living the life of a bummer. it rocks i tell you. big time! hehe.

okay, im off for my run now.

♥ 3:11 AM

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I AM SO LOOKING FOWARD TO THIS MOVIE, YOU ALL HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA, I SWEAR.

SHAHRUKHKHAN AND KAJOL. TOGETHER. AGAIN, AFTER SO LONG.

FEBRUARY COME QUICK.

♥ 2:58 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

suker hati kau lah jantan.

aku dah tak kuasa nak layan kau.

moving on now.

(sorry to all my non malay speaking readers,i just had to post this in malay.)

♥ 2:39 AM

Thursday, December 17, 2009

i suddenly miss writting long entries, and drying everyone up. its just that, lately, ive been coming across so many pretty photos, that i just had to post them up here.

anyways, wardah just had to remind me, that school's in three weeks!. ive been so busy enjoying my holidays, that i really dont want school to end. urgh.

i think its because, im having so much fun enjoying being alone, catching up with people i havent seen in months. just spending my holidays well, being in singapore this time. hahaha.

was watching, the karen capenter documentary, on youtube. sooo sad. made me cry like fuck. cant believe she went through so much pain. i can so relate to her, and how she wants to be alone in life. sometimes, its just better that way.

christmas is in 7 days. sevennnnnnn days, omg! which means, 2010 is 7+7 days, which means im turning twenty in 7+7+10 days. oh fuck, im turning 20 in 24 days!

FUCK.

i dont wanna turn 20. i dont wanna go back to school. i dont want celebrations at home, nothing. i dont want anything. i just wanna be 19 forever. please. ):

kay bye, gonna watch mrs doubtfire now.

♥ 11:40 PM

OH MY GOD SO SEXY.

♥ 5:27 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

MEOOOOW.

♥ 3:00 AM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

OOOOOOOOOO. cuteness.

♥ 6:39 PM

i had a beautiful day today. i should learnt to love life and be a little bit more contented. (:

♥ 4:38 AM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

harrow all, been busy enjoying my holidays. hence, the not updated blog.

met up with my gossip club girls on monday. been long since i saw them, felt so good just talking and laughing. and well, abit of crying for some. hahahaha. haiz.

was at science centre's mac till three am plus plus after that. i love talking to you. youre so easy, and funny and you actually listen. things may be crazy between us, but i'll never give up this friendship, relantionship, whatever the heck it is. youve become part of life, and in this case, the reason for alot of my mushy blog entries. hahahaha!

Adam Sandler is so adorable. i love his voice, and his cute little smile. The Wedding Singer, still makes me cry. every single fucking time.

its 5.44am. and i seriously needa get some sleep.

♥ 5:31 AM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

omg, i soooooo wanna watch this. ili! elfa! dont busted okay.

cant wait cant wait.

i really shouldnt be awake right now.

gotta run some errands for mummy and grandaunty jum tmrw, and then to hospital to vist poor ol' grandaunty. and then to starbucks to meet vi.

im having a terrible craving for yong tau foo at marina sq. ):

♥ 4:34 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

And now,

when merry winds do blow,

And rain makes trees look fresh,

An overpowering staleness holds
This mortal flesh.

-The Dark Hour.

♥ 2:15 AM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

so pretty, the leggings. the hair, the hat. love love love it.

♥ 5:56 AM