was sleeping soundly like a baby, in lala land with johnny deep and colin farrell both chasing after me, when all of sudden,(why is this starting to sound like a boring composition introduction). anyways, violet called, was having lovey dovey problems. couldnt go back to sleep, thus, leading me to now write here.
things have been so crazy lately, ive been such an emotional wreck these past few weeks, i think everyone at home is getting a tad bit frustrated with me. hehe.
but im nineteen, i think im at a phase in life, wherby my emotions are just all over the place and overwhelming at times.
men and love, usually being the primary cause for all the unneccesary whirlwind.
well, i dont really bother what the reason is, i like the whirlwind. it makes my life seem alot more exciting. well, sometimes. i like being able to let go, being able to cry whenever i want to cry, being able to laugh whenever someone makes me laugh, even with tears, still in my eyes.
i dont know if that makes sense to you, but i dont give a shit if it doesnt.
theres this pretty pretty top at zara i wanna get, but its 129. mummy seems to think its uneccessary and ridiculous. hahaha. but its so pretttttttty, and its grey. charcoal grey. ): ah fuck, im getting it.
oh me oh my, its 4.49am and ive rambled too much.
tc to all.