today, i have finally come to a conclusion, that as of this moment. i am not gonna mop around about my love life and the many men in my life.
e.n.o.u.g.h.
no more, sappy love songs and writing in my diary about how much i miss him and then start crying like some loser.
no fucking more.
as corny and cliche and not-me, as this sounds, im gonna leave everything up to fate. whatever happens, will eventually happen. i am in no control to stop or allow these things from happening.
nevertheless, im still taking full control of myself. its just that, im just gonna take control of the things which i can, actually control. does that make sense?.
christmas shopping this weekend. awesome.
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