space.

saturday was good. very very good. spent the entire day with shida.

met in the morning at moooooostafa for breakfast, and shopped for toiletries.

cheese garlic naan, butter chicken and jelfrezis. lovelovelove.

and then off to GH, to vist grandaunty jum, who just got out of a hip surgery was it?.

the whole, only allowing 4 visitors shit, is just plain stupid.

after the boring talk-cock-at-the-hospital session, we decided we needed more more more more excitement. i mean, its a fucking a saturday night sia.

so, we went for drinks at raffles quay. had the best time, talking, drinking, laughing about our kental primary school days and crazy relatives.

twas good.

got home at 3 fucking am, was too sleepy to even check on my cafe world.

hehe.

yup, that bascially sums up my saturday.

okay, gonna go get ready now. off to marina sq.

♥ 3:02 PM

was sleeping soundly like a baby, in lala land with johnny deep and colin farrell both chasing after me, when all of sudden,(why is this starting to sound like a boring composition introduction). anyways, violet called, was having lovey dovey problems. couldnt go back to sleep, thus, leading me to now write here.

things have been so crazy lately, ive been such an emotional wreck these past few weeks, i think everyone at home is getting a tad bit frustrated with me. hehe.

but im nineteen, i think im at a phase in life, wherby my emotions are just all over the place and overwhelming at times.

men and love, usually being the primary cause for all the unneccesary whirlwind.

well, i dont really bother what the reason is, i like the whirlwind. it makes my life seem alot more exciting. well, sometimes. i like being able to let go, being able to cry whenever i want to cry, being able to laugh whenever someone makes me laugh, even with tears, still in my eyes.

i dont know if that makes sense to you, but i dont give a shit if it doesnt.

theres this pretty pretty top at zara i wanna get, but its 129. mummy seems to think its uneccessary and ridiculous. hahaha. but its so pretttttttty, and its grey. charcoal grey. ): ah fuck, im getting it.

oh me oh my, its 4.49am and ive rambled too much.

tc to all.

♥ 3:47 AM

Fai says, this is how i look whenever i accidently get chilli sauce on my french fry.

Hahahahahahahahaha!. you have no idea, how hard i was laughing and coughing and laughing and then coughing even more.

photo courtesy of ;dirtylittlestylewhore

ive got lots of things to do tmrw. breakfast plans, and then meeting Vi and Ahn at marina and then to the airport to send off Dira.

and then, meet mummy at moostafa to stalk up on junk food and hindi movies.

argh, busy busy busy.

still, im not sleepy.

♥ 2:14 AM

Billboards built around actual electric wires and poles to amusingly yet convincingly dramatize the need for the panasonic nose hair trimmer’s safety cutting system.

Advertising Agency: Saatchi & Saatchi, Indonesia

Creative Director: Juhi Kalia

Art Director: Audy Sutama

Copywriter: Pancaputera

Illustrator: DeadWolf Studio, Rudy Harianto

Additional credits: Dini Makmun, Shanty persada, Daniel B, Annisa M, M,Iskak, Tri S, Aryanto S

Published: August 2009

♥ 5:48 AM

viadirtylittlestylewhore.

love love love love loooooove.

♥ 5:30 AM

IVE GOT FISHBALL CHEEKS. FUCKFUCKFUCK.

♥ 4:56 AM

♥ 8:55 PM

today, i have finally come to a conclusion, that as of this moment. i am not gonna mop around about my love life and the many men in my life.

e.n.o.u.g.h.

no more, sappy love songs and writing in my diary about how much i miss him and then start crying like some loser.

no fucking more.

as corny and cliche and not-me, as this sounds, im gonna leave everything up to fate. whatever happens, will eventually happen. i am in no control to stop or allow these things from happening.

nevertheless, im still taking full control of myself. its just that, im just gonna take control of the things which i can, actually control. does that make sense?.

christmas shopping this weekend. awesome.

♥ 1:00 AM

oh how sweet. love kristen's leggings too.

♥ 11:05 PM

met hezal for lunch today, finally after eons. subway and then, followed him to get dvd's and run some errands. twas so sweet, we were holding hands and giggling and pulling each others hair. like fucking eight year olds.

i love how fai's so mushy and emotional when he misses me. hahahaha.

im craving for my brothers roast chicken and potatoes.

christmas is coming. havent done any christmas shopping. arrrgh.

speaking of which, i think the christmas decarations all around marina square, suntec and raffles city are all so pretty.

dear you,

i miss the way you would kiss my neck when im reading, and youre bored.

i miss how you would whisper to me just for the sake of whispering.

i miss the way you would look me straight in the eyes everytime we talk.

i miss how warm you always feel.

i miss you. ):

♥ 7:43 PM

"Two people can be perfect for each other but if the timing’s wrong it’s never going to work out. Bad timing is the reason that most normal people end up single. Weirdos and creeps are single cause they are weird and creepy but people like us are single because of bad timing."

♥ 9:20 PM

HOTT HOTT HOTT HOTT HOTT.

♥ 1:51 AM

watching gossip girls, season three. omg! im so into it. dan and vanessa might be getting together, and im going crazy. two best friends, finally falling in love. really, couldnt get anymore sweeter.

chuck bass acting all older brother like, saving jenny from getting drugged at a club. awwwwwh, x1million.

okay dah enough. hehe.

im loving everything about my holidays right now. instead of getting a job,

ive been sleeping over at shida's place.

ive been, watching movies back to back(paranormal activity & 2012) both at marina square. hahahaha!

ive been taking free trips from pasir ris to causeway point, just for breakfast.

ive been sleeping at 6am, watching gossip girl and reading all my old high fashion magazines from europe.

today, i spent the entire day with my love. watching movies and we had an awesome sushi dinner. im on cloud nine.

from the peculiar way that i am blogging right now, i think everyone can tell that i'm happy. i dont know why im happy but i guess im happy?.

wtf?

gonna go make myself a huge cup of coffee, while waiting for 'love happens' to finish loading.

good nights. stay happy everyone.

♥ 1:32 AM

♥ 11:05 PM

youre like ecstasy. youre very bad for me, yet i just cant seem to get enough of you.

♥ 3:06 PM

hello. i am very happy. ISP is officially o.v.e.r. like fucking finally. so fucking happy. can fucking sleep and wake up at whatever time i feel like fucking waking up.

this is something random, but i wanna name my baby girl(if i have one), Athena.

yea, like the greek goddess Athena. sounds so regal and strong and powerful and nice.

hehe.

i want to be cleopatra and have beautiful eyes. i dont wanna be pretty or sweet or cute.

i just want beautiful eyes. like cleopatra.

my macbook is so dirrrrrrty. its not white anymore. fuck.

my love was so sweet today. so sweet, i almost got diagnosed with diabetes.

im in love with heidi klum's voice. so adorable and girly and feminine.

Shirin something something, from project runway is sooooooo pretty. im so jealous of girls with pretty eyes. heh.

anyways, im terribly bored and empty and sleepy and not in the mood to blog right now.

happy holidays 2B. (:

tc to all.

♥ 10:14 PM

the accessories, the to die for earrings, the skin colour, the make up. the whole bronzed effect.

omg. im so jealous.

♥ 2:45 PM

Just because she makes fun of herself doesn’t mean shes completely comfortable with herself. Just because she walks alone to class doesn’t mean she doesnt have any friends. Just because she laughs all the time doesn’t mean shes annoying. Just because people talk about her, doesn’t mean she likes it. Just because she gets a lot of attention, doesn’t mean she is an attention freak. Just because she gets things from her parents doesnt mean she is a spoilt brat. Just because she is a daydreamer, doesn’t mean she never pays attention. Just because she jokes all the time, doesn’t mean she can’t be taken seriously. Just because she smiles all the time, doesnt mean she is always happy. Just because she is quiet sometimes, doesnt mean she is sad. Just because she tries her hardest all the time, doesn’t mean its gonna pay off. Just because she is called names for saying something dumb or being annoying, doesn’t mean she can keep taking it.

♥ 8:22 PM

i am so in love with this song right now, my brother's getting annoyed. heh.

♥ 3:34 PM

its been long, since ive updated an entry about how my day went. was reading through my last few posts, and they all seem rather, vague.

i guess my lifes been pretty much a routinely affair, so much so, i dont really see a point in blogging about it.

anyway, my day today went pretty okay.(like most of my days)

met ahn at woodlands, as usual, i was late. heh. we were in the train, when we both decided, that theres no point in going to school anymore. so we got down at kranji and had lunch instead. bubble tea shortly after and talked the afternoon away.

its amazing how the two of us, can talk like nobodys business. i mean, how if one day, we just run out topics. hahahahaha.

i dont think they'll ever be sucha day.

so thats it?. thats the end of my day. boring and mundane to you, simple and sweet to me.

take care to all.

♥ 8:51 PM

You don't run with the crowd

You go your own way

You don't play after dark

You light up my day

Got your own kind of style

That sets you apart

Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in

And this world doesn't know what you have within

When I look at you, I see something rare

A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)

And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)

What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me

In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need

You're all I need, oh girl

What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

♥ 8:11 PM

dear mango avaitors,

please show yourself. please. i miss you.

i cant find another like you.

i know ive neglected you alot, during the last trip to london. oh heck, i didnt even bring you along to see wales with me. im terribly sorry.

you see, after the short KL trip, i'd found many cheap wayfarers, that came in all sorts of colours.

its not as if i didnt want you to be the primary shade to my beautiful eyes, i just wanted to give you a break. especially from the harsh singapore sun.

please show yourself dear avaitors. ever since, ive lost you, ive been searching high and low for another just like you, at all the mango outlets in singapore. sadly, there isnt another like you. you were my one and only, and i miss you very much.

please show yourself. i truly believe, that i couldnt have possibly be stupid enough to leave you on the plane or in the united kingdom.

your sincere and remorseful owner,

poot.

♥ 4:41 PM

halloween, tak menjadi.

everyone at raffles city was all dressed up, so we decided to join in the fun.

kallang leisure park was nice. still pretty empty, and relatively quiet.

fuck isp. fuck exams. fuck fuck fuck.

♥ 2:49 PM